& here is the scary night
I have been fearing for a while
To be alone
with memories of someone!
Which doesn’t let you live & breathe
let someone inside your head
They laugh inside you,
& cry inside you.
Yet . . helpless
to collect those tears.
& touch that smile.
leaving with craving
to move on yet hold on
some more
hitting with harsh realities
but making one realize
you can’t let them go
because the laughters & cries
are reasons to exist.
numbshell 